Friday, January 21, 2011

I want to meet you

Sneha called him and said I want to meet you.
Raj replied okae I will call you.
But he did not. He was busy, had friends to meet. She called him and said: I am feeling low.
Raj: Why? What happened?
Sneha: No idea, nothing wrong still feeling low.
Raj: Watch some movie, read something or sleep. I ll see you tomorrow.
Sneha: Right :) gnite.(and she slept)

Next after noon:
Sneha: Hey.
Raj: Oh , I am still sleepy. Will call you once I wake up.
Sneha: Okae baby, call me later .


around 11p.m.
Raj: Hey.
Sneha: Hi
Raj: Sorry, got late last night with friends. Met them after so long you know.
Sneha: Hmmmm...
Raj: What are you doing?
Sneha: Nothing.
Raj: Ummmm.. okae.. What else.. What did you do today?
Sneha: Went to class, wrote a poem, ... and waited for you .
Raj: hmmm ... :) Actually I woke up by 5 only , could not come to see you.
Sneha: Nah, its okae....
Raj: thanks for uderstanding.
Sneha: Yeah. Feeling sleepy, lets talk later.
Raj: Okae. Good Night. Bye.



This is how things were between them. And the frequency became even lesser and lesser. He took her for granted. And since she could not laugh at what was going on, he avoided her for being so painful. And things got worse. They talked in days and at times in weeks.


The poem She wrote was:

I Miss You, but I know
You are there..

I am jealous of those
who get you more than me

I envy all of them who
know you more than I do

But more than that
I love you

....and that is what keeps me
fighting with what come may..
I never stop loving you



This day before sleeping she wrote:

I am not sure
What is wrong..

May be I am wrong somewhere
or it is meant to be like this?

The spark is fighting with the situations
the light is dimming away..
The moment is not ours...
The love is struggling like hay...

I am not sure
if i asked too much
because I have never been demanding
anything ..more than you...

this quietness between you and me
is not the  usual one..
This is the silence before a storm
i wonder what it would be..

I just know , that
I shall try to make it work
    ... to the extent I can ..

No comments:

Post a Comment