You or No one..

After Sahil- The war hero Captain left the world in peace  ..

 Priya..His Girl.. as he addressed her... 

She wrote these lines.. when .. not lonely.. but alone..

not crying.. but talking to him.. in solitude..

Every time I think.. over what Ma says..

You wanted me to live an as cheerful life as with you..

 and to be with someone..

You should come and see over.. I am cheerful..

Living.. Loving life and people around me..

But.. I just cant grant the other wish of your's..

what were you thinking.. while asking for that one?

I try to imagine myself with someone..

Pondering over and deeper

It is just you whom I yearn for..

Letting go is easy.. I have realized now..

But Stopping to love someone.. is not...

It is just beyond my control.. to not think about you

or to just accept you are gone..

I can accept you are not there..

But how can I stop myself from talking to the presence of you inside me?

Letting go has become easy..

because .. Life has no rewind.. I have accepted..

I know.. you have changed ways.. 

and our paths don't meet anywhere in the only life time we had...

I know you ll be lightening some other place

by now... with your ever bright face and 

the warmth you carry along with you...

I have a purpose.. that relates somewhere with you...

I am filling the space you left behind...

I can be happy with you in me..

than removing you to make space for someone else...

I can not be that harsh on myself..

after the fate has already decided my pain...

If only..I could touch you for that last time....

I could tell you how I feel you in me....

And you ll have no regrets.. like I don't have any....