Me and my silence

I choose to walk alone..
& Walk in the dark...
I am not lonely...
But I choose to walk alone...

Times when I want to be quiet..
 And feel someone along,
I ask you to be a silent date..
be with me but stay just very quiet..

Ah.. There you are wondering..
Why am I inexplicably very quiet..
You know only one shade of me..
Out of all those many of them..

The cloak of the soul..
seems icy calm...
The flutter inside is
 violent shaken..

I choose to walk alone..
and to be silent...
To air the inner self..
That is calling my attention