The worst thing about you is that you fulfilled all my needs
even after everything...
you pacified all my complaints.. than one..
to be with me...
And you feel you did all that you could...
But you might never know...
you did more than what you should have
By doing that and all that I asked for ..
You took the part of me along.. which ...
which i needed to rebuild any new relation...

Have I dropped the thing called Heart somewhere?

Looking back on the road I am walking on..
for quite sometime now...

There seems no hint of you around..
not even the faintest material presence of you..

But looking from my side... the rays are so..
that no light can fade the dark shadow..

How can I not recognize its you...
But why? Why at all ?

The Shadow of you... that moves along..
even when I leave you behind on every turn I take...

I stand still for a moment and ask myself..
the questions with no answers-
          "If the shadow is actually you ?"
or I am assuming it..

Or am I dragging it along,
by looking back every time I take a step forward...


I am living life the way I did
before You and Me ever happened...

I am happy, I am smiling..
I am  living life the way I always wanted....


I don't have answers to any of these random questions..
which are there..
and strangely.. today they seem mere thoughts..
not even capable of disturbing me like before...

But then.. why this feeling of content... satisfaction...
now that there is no one complementing me..
Have you left an image of you in me?
or is it the gemini twin in me? playing games?

I fear... I have dropped the thing called heart somewhere
... so let me just stop and figure it out.. before I get too far
to ever pick it up again....

I know.. that this is a vague sort of a debate within me...
But really... is it not important to know..
that where "The me" is taking me to...?