This is a tough as well as an easy task for me. I can say read through , and you will find out about me. But the truth is I am not so easy to be described or understood, because every other day I find myself wondering oh this is also me ? :D :P :)
well, this probably is true for everyone I believe. No? Actually, it depends on, if you really think about yourself and you life and You in your life. Sorry to give you an impression that I am a self obsessed person, but to an extent I am. Though I do not just think about myslef, I think about everything in life which I see and can imagine and analyse.
The point I am trying to make here is that I am a thinking sort of a person. Though it might sound too useless and kind of over indulging nature, but for me it is curiosity and the habit of thinking and analyzing. I just cant stand people who are always "right" in the typical sense. I hate the conventional attitude towards life. That does not mean that I am going to go hay wire and not do a thing of sense just because it is conventional. But I am not a person who can accept anything without questioning unless it does not concern me or i don't care about it.
For example, I do not believe in Idol worship, but that does not mean I am an atheist. I was taught about different gods and religion , rites, rituals and customs etc etc by different institutions of society- my family, school, friends, their family, etc. But I analysed things, realised how things happen and what all happened in my life and how God, religion, my offerings and my prayers have affected me emotionally, psycologically but not literally. And I understood that since there is not right or wrong explanation of how life started and there and some sorts of dark matters present in this world, so I believe in God - the almighty who started everything and who might still exist in some form or the other, but the religion, rites, statues, idols etc! I just do not find them real.
Though I do not deny their importance in human life since not every one thinks and analyses things, and can self regulate himself, therefore we have religions, to guide people with the right and wrong in life. So Religion to me is a necessary un-neccesity . And I gradually parted ways from religion, rites, idols and statues and prayer etc. But I never disrespect anyone's religion, prayers, faith or anything.
So this is my take on life, think analyse and decide for yourself what you believe in and what you do not. Since no one is god here, we all have elements of god in us, the only thing needed is to use those, be nice and be thoughtful of what you do , why you do and how your actions affect others.
SO here I am. I am a think tank of my own life who is capable of analysing larger things in life , so I m preparing for Civil Services and trying to be a policy maker and practically apply my thoughts to reality on a larger scale.
